The Narrator
“In part, a paradoxical severe depression may result from actions that despite apparent sound reasoning, lead to a self-contradictory, illogical and opposite conclusions or reactions to those intended”
The Participant
Step right up to the Sideshow tent 
The Ringperson said about this event
The Show is over but the Players aren’t dead
So I paid my dues and in I went
With brightest eyes and sincere intent.
The Interlude
I’m a Saint, I’m a sinner,
Not sure which one’s the winner
Perhaps one day I’ll know
But it’s your move to shape the show
So dim the lights, fly the kites, bring in the clowns, cacophonous sounds, paper crowns on painted heads
The Show is over but the Players aren’t dead.
The Story
An each-way bet through the sliding door 
I hadn’t been told was there before
I didn’t notice which way you stepped
Perhaps you went right when I went left
But can what’s changed, change again for the worse
It seems it can and there is no nurse
To heal the wound of dreams now cursed
The chorus was broken, but now so’s the verse.

So can I close the sliding door
To repair the Players with the game a draw
But no, you’re buying one thing, not the other,
You’re in one shop, me another
I am a shadow born of Sun’s eclipse
As you pour flim flam from your truth parched lips
The Stars won’t align in your grand design
Your eyes are closed to roles re-assigned.
But can what’s changed, change again for the worse
It seems it can and there is no nurse
To heal the wound of dreams now cursed
The chorus was broken, but now so’s the verse.
I know I’m weak and I know I’m strong
Sometimes I’m right, and sometimes wrong
I’m on a train no end in sight
And there’s no tunnel at the end with light
How do I feel when I hear your voice
A perfect beginning, but you made your choice
I wonder why breaking news brings a breaking heart
When the ending was broken right from the start
But can what’s changed, change again for the worse
It seems it can and there is no nurse
To heal the wound of dreams now cursed
The chorus was broken, but now so’s the verse.
So a waste of energy this whole event
Time’s warming breath now frosted, fractured, asunder rent
With life through the sliding door, the choices,
You can see the faces, but not hear the voices

I’m a Saint, I’m a sinner,
not sure which ones the winner
Neither one thing nor the other,
I’m in one shop, you’re in another.
But can what’s changed, change again for the worse
It seems it can and there is no nurse
To heal the wound of dreams now cursed
The chorus was broken, but now so’s the verse.

So step right up to the Sideshow tent The Ringperson said about this event
And back to the muddied Alley after the show With bloodied eyes no synapses firing
Like a Teddy Bear crying
Who has no legs
It’s a long walk to horizon’s home
Perhaps the Ringperson can reverse the poem.
